December 25,2023 ( a littleLate )

December 25, Christmas Day . 

 

I want to start by saying Merry Christmas 🎄to everyone who celebrates. Happy Holidays to everyone who is celebrating something different. Since this is the last Monday of the month it’ll be the last blog of the year. 

 

This year has been one of the toughest yet. My mental health in general has taken many steps back, which I am not happy with. But I feel like I needed to fall this far to help me find  myself again. I’ve lost so much over the last few years. I feel somehow at the end of this I should be able to achieve that. All thing big things that I  had planned to do before all this happened have been either put on hold or I’ve struggled and half ass pushed through.  Even this blog is 6 days late, the beginning says merry Christmas but it’s actually New Year’s Eve . It’s been a struggle just to even write this but I need to post it before tomorrow. Which is Monday , first of the month and new year.  I’m hoping to struggle less in the new year and find the strength to somehow pull myself out of this.

 

 I hope everyone has had an amazing holiday and had a great new year 

xo Amber