Sept 12 ,2023

Stuck

In this ongoing vicious cycle 

I try so hard to prevent it

But my boundaries are seldom respected 

I beg and beg just to have my space and to be left alone

It’s like it goes through one ear and out the other 

Which starts more arguments down the line

I’m back to where my mental health was before I left

12 years of progress down the fucking drain

At least I haven’t relapsed .