August 2013

You know as great as I feel

For leaving. The worse part is the love for you is still there. Not sure when it will be gone but it is. I couldn't handle being treated like a pile of shit anymore . Yes, you were pretty much telling me it was done by your actions. I'm so proud of myself for actually just walking away like I've done. It's probably the best choice for me. No one holding me back anymore. Maybe one day you will finally realize what you've lost. How much I actually meant, If anything at all. I won't be there. It may be hard cause of all the memories but no choice. You tried to convince yourself I was the one playing games. When really you were probably the one doing so. All I ever did was love and care. For what? nothing. You were fine In the beginning but as soon as shit got real. You disappeared .