Stuck

Broken and shattered 

How I feel doesn’t matter 

Even though it’s not my fault 

I’m expected to put my feelings in a vault .

I’m allowed  to have feelings too

Even if they upset you

The only reason I’m even here 

Is because you wouldn’t help me in what I hope was fear 

To branch away and live free

To be able to rely less on you and more on me.

So here I am stuck

Without any luck .