Mr Big

 

Sometimes I wonder if you’re going to be my Mr . Big ✨

You know it's crossed my mind several times over the years how we keep finding each other… It’s really starting to be like a Mr. Big and Carrie story. Not the exact same because not one couple or person's situations are ever the same. But we keep finding each other it’s been 12  years. And yet somehow we still manage to cross each other's path. Now Carrie and Big ran into each other's lives more often... But somehow I still feel like it’ll happen. Us finding us each other yet again...  Is this what my life is going to be like unless I actually end up with you permanently?  Are you just going to keep popping up in my life some way somehow? Until we give in and try again? Except that as amazing as having you as my Mr. Big. I’m not quite sure I want that anymore. Always being last place, when I give you the Damn world… My heart is hopeful but honestly, if I am smart I would stop thinking you’ll actually show up as Big did in the finale where he found Carrie in Paris and swept her off her feet…. I honestly will always wonder if you’ll be my Mr big.

ARickards April 29,2023