July 5 2022 - part 2

To bring it up ?

Or not to ?

I’m so confused.

This is the absolute worse…

I’m trying to pull away

To be a good friend .

Let be happy 

But the thought of that 

Fuck ..

If I don’t say anything 

I could miss a chance 

Or end up breaking my own heart …

If I do ..

I may make our friendship awkward…..

Still probably losing it..

I’m so confused 

© A.Rickards July 5, 2022