If You Love Something Let it Go - 2021

 

They say if you love something let it go

And if it is meant to be it will come back

I'm dying to find out if you will ever come back

I finally had to let you go from stress and anxiety

I wish every day since that I hadn’t

Was the worse day.

It didn’t hit me till a few weeks later what I did

I had to hold it all in

I couldn’t tell anyone I was living with at the time

I’m fortunately good at swallowing stuff down

I learned at a young age how to hide how I really feel

Its what made me the person I  am today

I can hide so well how much I love and want you

We keep finding each other as you said

When is it finally going to stick

When will you finally be mine again?

Will you ever be mine again>?

I've come to accept that my heart wants you

I've tried to move on but it always comes back to you

Bravely left a message last week and have sent random texts

No response from the texts

The message should have said it was me in the case  that it wasn't still your number

This is so frustrating you are just as stubborn as I am

And I need that to challenge me

I also would need to be a priority

But honestly, at this point, I would take you in any way I can

I just miss you so much

I even sent you the first piece I ever ddid

Said you read but who knows I got

Nothing

Sent long message bout how I feel no response.

But yet way deep down

 I still feel our story isn’t quite over

Which is a little scary

But who knows