Torn Between 2008

 

This is driving me completely insane.

All the feelings.

I can't say.

I must keep them to myself

As much as I want to say them

I cant

It's making me so insane

I don’t know what to do anymore

Emotions are everywhere/He's like a good friend.

But I feel more.

More than I want to feel.

He and I both liked each other

Then he said we shouldn't date because of my ex

Who is one of his best friends

I like him a lot it is so hard to explain

But it’s hard to like someone who has become such a good friend to you We still flirt. Back and forth sometimes maybe there is something there still.

But it's hard cause of my ex.. he and I still have so much passion there And he is good friends with my ex that's the problem.

I like my ex still but I really like his friend

I'm stuck in a triangle

What am I to do

I like him so so much

Urrg...

Why do I have all these feelings for him

It's not like I can tell him that I still do

Cause what if he doesn't feel the same way still

Every time I think I'm over him I end up talking to him And I like him more what is this trying to tell me

I like him so much.

And I told my ex I don't like him anymore

Cause I think I don't.

But I talked to him again And started to feel the tension

It's like something is there but we can't do a thing about it

Cause of my ex.

This is driving me completely insane

Maybe I should randomly go for it and do something just to make

The feeling goes away but it's hard.

Dang defiantly going completely insane

And when he asks me what I'm thinking about a lot of the time it's about him.

But how do I say that?

So I just say that I'm thinking about other things

So he doesn't get too weirded out.

Cause I like him a lot.

My friends say screw your ex go for him

But its hard cause they have been friends for so so long

I couldn't do that and break up their friendship it's not right, But it's so hard to control myself

Cause when we hung out one day my friend actually thought he was going to kiss

Cause he came so close to my face she said she saw it in his eyes

Maybe the next time I see him it would be gone

But every time I do my friend says she sees something

What to do what to do

I'm going completely insane

I sometimes think and dream about what would happen if we were together

It’s like so weird though...

I guess I'll have to see what happens

Next time I see him.

 

Let's just hope for the best.

Cause everything happens for a reason right?