Tick Tick Tick 230 am -June 2nd 2021


230 am like clockwork.
Tick Tick Tick


She’s wide awake.
Of course, startled by dreams of him.


230 am
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This was getting absolutely ridiculous.
They have said if you can't sleep you are awake in another person's dreams.


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Maybe that is what has made her insomnia be the worst over the years.
Maybe he is actually dreaming or thinking of her.


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That is what she wishes every night on a star. Every chip you wish on every eyelash.

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She wasn’t one for sappy or corny but deep down inside she believed in magic so she wished every way she could for him to come back.

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230 seems to be the time
clockwork

Tick tick tick

Always up pouring out her recent thoughts and dreams of him creeping in.

Awake again.

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She sits and lets the words flow from her soul.
The ones she only admits in her dreams.

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“I’m hurting myself to follow my dreams. “ She admits out loud

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“If I wasn’t getting so much good writing, I would possibly help myself.”

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She mentally and emotionally hurts herself to find her purpose.

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Will this ever end?

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Should she help herself?

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Should she confront her hidden feelings?

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Or should she continue to let her soul hide?

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Would she still have amazing pieces?

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The struggle is real.

© A.Rickards June 2nd 2021


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