Sometimes - March 28, 2021

" Sometimes I wonder

Why I'm still waiting

Sometimes I'm shaking

That's how you make me

Sometimes I question

Why I am still here

Sometimes I think I am going crazy?

Those lyrics run through my mind every day. They couldn't be more relatable. I would be lying if I didn't admit that a little part of me is waiting.. Waiting for my hopes and secret thoughts to come true.. But in reality I know that pigs would probably fly for that day to happen. If they did come true before that happens. I would honestly be speechless. But that's just my mind hoping. So then I sit here asking myself why do I feel this way after all this time? Am I just going crazy? Why is it when I try so hard to forget and not to feel. That little slivers come creeping back in?

© A.Rickards  March 28, 2021